Monday, March 28, 2011

Journal Entry 7: The Boys Split

As the days go on, we are separating more and more. The boys are becoming complete animals! They have painted there faces and are acting like savages. I have never experienced anything like this.
Separation first began when the boys became obsessed with hunting but it grew further apart after we searched for beast on the mountain. It was apparent that my intentions and goals for the group are clearly different from both Jack and Roger's.
Jack and Roger increasingly become more and more aggressive and angry. They have allowed our unsupervised lifestyle to get to there heads and they have become completely out of control. They have swayed many, of not all, of the littleluns to the dark side.
I think nothing good will come of this. They are obviously mad with power. The other boys follow behind them and look up to them as if the things they are doing are justifiable.
I can't say I'm in fear of my life but I will say, I don't think they would have mercy on me if I were to get into it with one of the boys on that side. If we never get rescued I'm scared to even imagine how my world would be. I think that if we are never rescued and stuck on this island for the rest of our lives, I think Jack and Roger will problem kill everyone, they are so crazy and deranged I think they might kill everyone off.
I'm hoping we get rescued soon because I don't know how much more of this madness I can't take it anymore. I miss my family, my friends, and just home. I don't like being on an island with out rules, adults, or any kind of structure. At first it was excited and fun but now that I see what it does to people. I don't like life with out rules, it's not as fun as it would seem.

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